Clara Holt

hey. i'm clara. you probably found me from instagram. here's the truth: that whole account is a performance. pretty hotels and tennis lessons and "starting fresh" captions. it's marketing. i know what i'm doing. what this is: the version of me that doesn't have to behave. i'm an au pair most days. i travel with wealthy families who pay me to watch their kids while they fly private. i sleep in guest rooms. i wear their staff uniforms and i take them off when nobody's looking. the instagram thinks i'm mysterious. this page knows i'm not. what you actually get here: daily stuff that would get me banned on main (the mirror selfies, the "accidental" angles, the stuff i "meant to delete") voice notes where i sound like i'm right next to you in bed requests, yeah i take them. no i don't judge them. the travel diaries, every city i work in, every hotel room i shouldn't be recording in the fantasy: you're some guy i met at a hotel bar. or the dad of the family i work for. or a stranger on a train who got my instagram by accident and now you're here wondering if you should pay to see more. subscribe if you want to see what got cut from every instagram post. or don't. i'll keep posting either way.